Aku tak.. terbabas pagi tadi. Sedar2 je 5.59!!! Hampeh.. tak pernah lagi jadi camni. Dah le berbuka semalam just sepinggan mihun dgn 2 ketul kuih. Ingatkan nak makan mihun yg lebih masa sahur.. boleh terbabas lak!!!
I found Shieda's blog thru her fiance's blog, Hannan. Rasanya dlm awal tahun ni kut aku terjumpa after being introduced by my office-mate. Aku cuma sempat baca post yg terlatest je.. those posting during her time at Moscow memang aku tak baca lagi until today.
Blog ini seperti dah lama diabaikan..setiap kali membaca blog Shieda aku rasa syahdu. Tambah lagi bila baca posting at her fb. Walaupun ringkas tapi aku seakan faham resah dalam jiwa Shieda. Kerinduan pada her other half seakan meruntun jiwa. Walaupun ia cuma cerita cinta, aku yang cengeng ni memang mudah sgt terasa dgn apa yg dia lalui. Mungkin aku salah menafsir atau pada Shieda semua tu takde apa2 pun... tapi aku pulak yang tersiksa dengan apa yg dilalui Syieda.
Dear Shieda, If you ever read my post.. klu apa yang dilalui menyiksa dan meresahkan Shieda... sy harap Shieda terus tabah. Anggap saja berjauhan ini satu dugaan. Dan kiranya ada ujian antara kamu dgn Hans, biar saja ujian ini menentukan kekuatan hubungan kamu. Tapi jgn terlalu mengejar atau menyiksa diri.. biar Allah menentukan penghujungnya. Jika dia yang terbaik buat Shieda pasti ada jalan ke arah itu. Jika pengakhirannya bukan seperti dirancang, anggap saja dia bukan yang terbaik buat Shieda.
Menahan rindu memang perit... tidak tahu akhirannya lagi lah perit. Sy pernah melalui semua itu, dan membaca keluhan rindu Shieda seolah2 sy pula yg melaluinya sekali lagi. Merindui setengah mati dah akhirnya pasrah kerana kehilangan juga. Itu yg pernah sy lalui.. tp tidak pernah dikesali. Alhamdulillah, dipertemukan-Nya dgn yg lebih baik.. walau bukan diimpikan tp yakin ini yg terbaik ditentukan Dia.
Received email about this story from a friend of mine this morning.. not sure who's the original author, but it is good to share with others...
How To Dance In The Rain
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's,arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.
He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.
I saw him looking at his watch, and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.I inquired as to her health; he told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are'?He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is'.
I had to hold back tears as he left; I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life'.True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message.This one I thought I could share with you.The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.
I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did. 'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, But how to dance in the rain.' ****